We loved and fought,

You carried me through,

I knew not what I was to you.

You went your way,

I made mine,

I did not know there was so little time

A baby,

Some bars,

You had none, yet kept mine from harms.

New beginning, new promise,

A life yet to live,

You had so many chances, but choose not to give.

Broken promises,

Lost hope,

Thinking of nothing but dope.

Hurt mom, hurt sis,

Why they ask,

They don’t warrant a glance.

Dead body,

Dead field,

No answers revealed.

We loved and fought,

You carried me through,

I still do not know what I was to you.

13 thoughts on “His-tory

  1. within in question one asks within the silence, we want an answer, but then wonder if we will get one…time carries it ..one day maybe those question won’t matter…but then maybe they will matter more..
    Sadness brings out so many shades of grey, writing adds the colors to them….so we see the memories in color…
    a wonderful thought-filled work of art draw in sadness full of your many colors WingedWoman….
    Take Care…You Matter…

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  2. Reblogged this on ladybluerose and commented:
    each living energy has their own way to grieve…whether it be a death of someone close, a relationship, an article of someone we have never met or even an animal that has left to be in a better place…each sees to touche our soul.. no way is harder nor easier than someone else’s, for no one can tell someone a time, a place, or a right way or wrong way or even when it will all be set right in our hearts…only our soul knows that answer… words seem inadequate though thats all we have sometimes…we all grieve the best way we can…some hide it, some create wonderfully colorful masks to hide the pain, some write…a new blogger thewingedwoman.wordpress.com/2014/09/15/tormentor-brother/
    ( my friend )has chosen to write, and within each line one can feel the emotions, the questions, the sadness, but also if one looks closely, they perhaps may see a healing in her own unique way…. and maybe there is something someone needs to hear,,,
    Go by and check her out and give her a Welcome hello in joining this family that writes…
    Thank you…
    Take Care…You Matter…

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  3. Your words leave us with the wonder in your heart. The answers to these questions can only come from you, often we are late in asking them, or we did and never got an answer (in words). I have a picture I go in P-Town with the words from Zelda Fitzgerald on it – ‘Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold’

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  4. Great blog! Do you have any tips for aspiring writers?
    I’m planning to start my own blog soion buut I’m a little lost on everything.
    Would you suggest starting with a free platform ljke
    Wordpress or go for a paid option? There are so many chices out there that I’m totally overwhelmed ..
    Any suggestions? Kudos!


    • I am not a writer per se, I just write and it is a new venture that I do more for my sanity than anything else so I am not sure what to tell you. If you like to write, just do it and the rest of what you are looking for will follow. Good luck! (((hugs)))


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